History Repeats Itself

They've deluded, derogated and then detested
and all this have me desensitized
All my emotions were manifested
their actions were never realized

Was I to be kind and forgiving?
after all the pains they've inflicted
It is hell enough to be living
and is least what is predicted

I thought I had risen above
from all the agony of past,
from choking smoke of flaring love
but there i lay, tired and tried, at last

Tyrannical destiny's manoeuvre
has to have me gifted this much
As a sweet souvenir
of my lost love's touch

When someone so close to you
suffers through same agony,
you believe, you've got a role due
repeat yourself, rewind life's history

Strong before, I cried this time
once again on my fatality
I'm a victim of a repeated crime
my heart can't stand double reality

Interpreting Girl's Love

She loved with an innocence of a child
never weighed her words,
never thought they could be embroiled
into anything but song of birds.
Senselessly sweet
Carelessly tweeted

Her carefree expressions of love
moody anger or a naughty kiss,
never thought could be a shove
to your supreme patience.
Love-born
Shamelessly shown

Now they are twisted and turned
into a meaning to fit your needs,
butterflies that once flew are now churned
lying lifeless at the stake of her creed.
Beautiful-winged
Death-twined

Once so natural; baring her soul
to care, to love and to live for you,
now corrupted and conditional
expects more of its own dues.
Sparkling soul
Leisurely lulled

Eyes that once brilliantly shone
in the light of childish innocence,
now two hardened stones
only reflects worldly sense.
Mystifying woman
Forcefully brazen.