History Repeats Itself

They've deluded, derogated and then detested
and all this have me desensitized
All my emotions were manifested
their actions were never realized

Was I to be kind and forgiving?
after all the pains they've inflicted
It is hell enough to be living
and is least what is predicted

I thought I had risen above
from all the agony of past,
from choking smoke of flaring love
but there i lay, tired and tried, at last

Tyrannical destiny's manoeuvre
has to have me gifted this much
As a sweet souvenir
of my lost love's touch

When someone so close to you
suffers through same agony,
you believe, you've got a role due
repeat yourself, rewind life's history

Strong before, I cried this time
once again on my fatality
I'm a victim of a repeated crime
my heart can't stand double reality